The
rocks beneath my bare feet cut and tore into my flesh, the blood that oozed
staining each jagged point of stone. The haze of ash danced through the air,
tickling the inside of my nose, suffocating my lungs. Small flakes of flames
cut through my hair, down to the flesh. But the pain beneath my feet turned my
mind away from the burning across my back. The sky above me, raining fire and
debris, made my insides shiver in fear.
The
only thoughts that I dared to allow in my head, were of the last words he had
spoken to me just before we had been separated by the crowd of panic. Find the sister trees. The ones where we use
to play as kids. I knew exactly where they were, but the amount of rubble
that littered the earth obscured my sense of direction. My left looked like my
right, and the north looked like the south. All I could do was pray that I was
going the right way, and pray that he would be there waiting for me when I
succeeded in finding my way.
The
curtain of ash seemed to settle, the air becoming more crystal than mud. My
heart began to beat at the sight of the two single trees that once stood
curving in towards each other, leaning their foreheads against the other. One
sister still stood strong, but her partner was no longer the same. It’s broken
branches and snapped trunk gave off a look of defeat and helplessness. Beneath
them, a slender shadow loomed, making my feet move quicker than ever before.He was there. He had made it. We were safe.
As my legs brought me closer, the cinders that masked the shadow cleared out, and all that remained was the burnt and fallen remains of the old glider that once hung from the tree for everyone and anyone to feel like they were flying in.
He wasn’t there. He hadn’t made it. The dreams of safety was merely that: a dream.
Beneath the sister trees, I wiped away the ash and dust of debris and settled my back against the slender trunk of the single sister that still stood. From the second he had been separated from me, I knew that would be the last time I ever saw him. The kiss he placed against my cheek would forever remain a memory of goodbye. The ring upon my finger would haunt me day in and day out. Nothing would ever be the same; not the trees that once lined our neighborhood streets, not the buildings that once stood along Old Main Street, and never again the heart that still beat within me.
Or
him.
Every
word he whispered to me in the sweet, dusky night would play in the back of my
mind, making me think that he was still here. Next to me. Calling my name. Just
as I thought I heard now. Every snap or crackle around me sounded like him.
Then
I heard it again.
Scrambling
to my feet, I searched around me, my burning eyes squinting through the ash
that still drifted through the air. Then, there it was. A tall, slender shadow
that could be anything. But, this time, I knew it wasn’t just anything.
It
was him.
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